day eleven

my act of love today didn't go as well as i wanted.
sometimes we hear the word but refuse to follow it.
like how tina mentioned yesterday, that an act of love was something we do intentionally. we go out of our ways to help others, instead of giving and loving others out of our own conveniences.

today i kept debating whether i should go out of my way to walk with my friend to take our chem test. her place was in the opposite direction from where i was, and i prayed about whether God wants me to walk with her anyways.
i think He did, but i ignored Him out of my selfishness.
i told her i wasn't able to walk with her to and from the testing room tonight.

i still feel bad about it, and i just want to ask God for forgiveness over my selfishness.

anyways, my mini-act of love today was picking up trash. there was a trash in the testing room and another similar trash item by the computer i'm sitting at right now.

sorry God,
ann